What's up? You baby.

September 1, 2016

He took me to a place

Where boys like boys who like girls who like girls 

Where on Wednesday I wore a floral skirt

And was called 

Carrie Bradshaw

And I couldn't help but wonder...

why I don't always feel this free?

The questions of my gender 

My sexuality

were nowhere to be 


The only questions were

where I got my skirt

and how much it was.


Fourteen dollars.

I was given  

warm smiles 

and Congratulations 

genuine Congratulations 

For being a boy

who looks like a girl

who looks like a boy

Leather boots 

And a leather choker

With his leather harness

And the jorts I cut 

And C frayed 


On Tuesday I wore a dress

And he wore the matching earrings

She told me I looked like Diane Keaton

with my glasses 

and Pinot Grigio 

his friend's kind words 

cradled my garment 


We walked thru the marshes



Where the water wasn't 

And was

And the beach held

my naked body

my 6th lumber

my tail 


I sat naked in the sand

Hunched over

As I rubbed it on my face

He rubbed the sand

on my tail


Whale tails

are beyond

they arch so slowly

like when you crash your Jeep Cherokee 

yet memory can't hold

the softness of the movement 


a donut


an egg sandwich 



C got the most tail

And he accused him of projecting 

As he accused him 

Of calling me stupid

and I was silent. 

My eyes welled up

as I smoothed my skirt 

and we kept talking

about whales 

and C held my hand 

as we said goodnight


He brushed his teeth 

As I brushed mine

(a first)

And then he chuckled 

with toothpaste on his lips, 

"I love you 

so much."

in a way

the way 

where feels fill the room 


sand on my back

chocker with his harness

two bikes

and caffeinated beverages 


What's up?


You baby.


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